so i didnt get the job with delta airlines....bc i didn't pass my physical.. looks like ULL here i come. im just going to work until january. YAY.

so yeah the boy after i broke up with chris.. well i saw him out at bellini's.. fun stuff. well lets just say beer is a carbonated drink that has to come out one way or another...LOL.

brandon is gone. this is sad. at least i got to eat chili's with him and swim before he left. yes i will miss that kid.

so yeah, went to lafayette not too long ago. to visit the old roomies and friends... minus jody and corey, damn punks were in new orleans. had a nite for us all to rememeber...lol. saw josh. that was interesting. im beginning to think what i saw in him.. i think jenny wonders too.. obvioiusly he held onto something from us. and yeah i dont know if i got that same feeling after what happened between us.

so i went to a wedding with gannon. and i know im a bitch and i hurt him like 3 times. and we talked about it. and all i wanted to do was dance with him. and when i did.. it felt so right. i dont know. can't explain it. i told him i knew he always was there and liked me and i guess thats why i hurt him and then came back. but i did need to know if i wanted to be with him and not only because he was there and i could have a boyfriend. he said he understood. and then told me the sweetest thing.. i have always cared for you.. i didn't say anything but that kinda made my heart melt. lol. im a cheese i know.

so i also saw the old girls last night. claire. cat. robin. and lindsey. yeah...what i thought was a girls night turned out to be a mary kay facial party. boy i wasn't expecting that. but it was alright. although im not familiar with puttin a mask on.. (foundation) because i never need it. sometimes i put powder.. so yeah i felt like i had a mask on...waiting to take it off...yeah..

so camp is in these next four days... yay. 4 days with patricia! omg cannot wait. here we come campers. too bad i need to wash ALL my clothes.. sucks man. but i can't be shlummin it at camp.. so yeah washer and dryer are my only friends today.